Perfect Death

Why desire for a perfect life
It doesn’t exist
Life must come to an end
Like all things do

Emotion soaring sky high
Entangled rope of treasure
Holding on tightly to life
Never willing to let go

Life always betrays you
Chokes onto your freedom
Drowning you in pity
Despair and gloom

Death is waiting for you
Always lurking around
At each nook and corner
Eternal, unswerving

Death is inevitable
It will cover you
Under its dark cloak
Greet you with glee

The blood will cease to flow
The eyes will cease to glow
The skin will turn pale
Lungs will no longer exhale

Embrace of deathly cold
Silent, sweet and painless
I die each night
For death and I become one

Be it in a pit of snakes
Or run over by a train
Falling from a cliff
Or a slit on the vein

I die each night
Just a roseate scratch
Shining yet obscure

Death is in me
Yet I Desire
Not for a perfect life
But for a perfect death

Still, I'll miss you

The sun dissolves and bids a final farewell
As I silently stand alone in the darkness of hell
Reliving dark moments of stories I can’t tell
Spiralling down, only I will know where I fell

I know you belong with me
but that might never be
But I miss you
Yeah I miss you

Sadness consume my already tattered soul
From within, slowly darkness begins to take hold
I stare into the sea of moments untold
Too tired to wage battle, I succumb and lose my soul

On the outside I smile
But that is just lie
Coz I miss you
Yeah I miss you

With clenched fists I close my eyes
A fool was I for believing I could fly
Standing in the centre of blue and gray skies
I walk a fine line where the darkness hides

There is no one to blame
But me, what a shame
And I miss you
Yeah I miss you

I will disappear and bid a final farewell
Silent and alone in this darkness of hell
Dark moments of stories I won’t tell
Only I shall know where I once fell

I know you won’t be there
My angel, my fairy
But I’ll miss you
Still, I’ll miss you