I just need some time

I never knew I could be so wrong,
but you showed me.
I never thought I could be so heartless
but then "they" made me.
I love the way you love me,
and I couldn't stand if you didn't.
I know I can't be with you
but don't you ever dare leave me.
I'm used to your love,
And I'm used to not showing mine.
But I love you, and you know it

I just need some time
Time to figure things out
Time to show my siblings the path
Time to make my career, sing and dance
Time to show my parents you are not what they think you are
Then I'll be yours, you'll be mine, forever and ever, till eternity